Lonely, never i am since i discovered myself..

Lonely,
Never Iam.
I am in the company of my thoughts,
Nothing beats the peace, i attain,
In my companionship.
Never required, someone to talk to.
Never required to share my dreams with…
Never wanted someone to acknowledge my presence,
Never wished to party,
Since every day was a party in my way,
Since everyday, i loved myself a little more than yesterday,
There was yesterday when i waited for people to approve me,
There was a yesterday when i thought I would be happy, only if i could get someone to tell me i was good enough.
There was a yesterday when i assumed, i would be sad when someone denied me…
But now, there is no yesterday shadowing my mind.
It’s all the past now…
All of me, now here,
Is a reincarnation of someone new.
Something in me died away,…
Something in me is awakened now.
Revived i feel,
Every moment i breathe.
Free from the burden of others.
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MyQuillThrill
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Mind- A home for us

A space of our own;
something wonderful blooms on its own;
a home to unwanted guests,
a home to unclaimed items,
a home with uninvited guests,
a home to uncountable emotions;
some deciphered, some remain unturned…
some untouched, some just brushed slightly,
enough to invoke emotions that fondle the heart or agonize it;
at times, it blooms;
at times it breaks…
at times, it just wants to stay void…
unaware that the void is creating something within…
a feeling unknown, until the stimulus arrives;
forever unknown about its power…
the power so immense;
that the world will commence;
on an unknown journey
all we need to do, 
trust and dive in…
it will take you to an abode, 
that will never cease to dazzle you.
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MyQuillThrill
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My innerpeace..

I do not know,
What you bring to life in me;
But i know, you are the one i need to feel within me.
The way you lit me up,
Even with a gaze,
Is bewildering my mind.
The way you calm my nerves,
That gets excited with your touch.
It’s like every time you look at me,
I am at the edge of paradise…
I wanna remain in your arms,
As i do not know, what else can excite me as you do…
The way you love me,
Is like i am disintegrating into a million pieces at  a moment,
But again, i flourish in your arms, with the same strength.
Like the waves, coupled with the sand on the shore,
Your pace, while you rise and subside in me,
Is the best way you rupture the peace within me,
And let me embrace the warmer shade of inner peace…
It means a lot to me, as you are the feel, i never wanna lose.
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Myquillthrill
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Grief remains

Pinning pain,
Spiraling through the soul,
Crunching every blood vessel, on the way,
Crushing your bones,
And every nook and corner you never know existed.
Being apart from someone you love,
Is like crushing inwardly,
In the firat few hours, its impossible to cry,
In the next few days, its impossible to betray the pain,
In a couple of months, its hard switch between is and was…
And then in a year, life and problems, dominate the mind, but again, you miss eveeything with them….
Pushing the pain of loss to a corner of your heart,
Where we know it exist, even the small brush to it, breaks you into pieces,
In the upcoming years, you miss dates, as life mudainity kicks in..
In years, to come, the memories becomes vague memories,
Some pricking hard, some brushing enough to cause a burn;
But the grief remains,
The loss is never replaced,
Grief continues,
Slowly it becomes a numb factor,
Which assembles every crushed piece of you into one….
And lets you move ahead..
The burden never leaves your shoulder;
It stays, lingering in every moment of happiness, sorrow , and anything you do.
Grief, remains.

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MyQuillThrill
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The magic is in you….

The magic lies in your eyes,
The way you look at me,
I feel like you have touched me deeply,
Like no one could…
The way, your fingers intertwined with mine,
As if it never wanna be left alone.
The magic is in your lips,
That never leaves mine,
And if ever you take a breath,
It leaves my lip parted,
As if your lips are what it requires to be sealed,
Every inch of you fits in every curve of mine,
Like we were the exact lock and key match;
The way you are etched in my heart and soul,
I feel like you are in every breath of mine…
The way you flow into me,
Is like the waves of the ocean making love to the sand…
You overwhelm me,
In every wave of passion,
That stimulates every inch of me…
The way, I see love overflowing in your eyes,
As i dive deep into your heart,
I know, none can love me the way, you love me ever.
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MyQuillThrill
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Hold me on..

When i look at you,
I feel the love you have for me;
Something i never felt before,
The way you hold me tightly closer to you,
Your breath falling on my skin,
The warmth of it feels deep into me,
As you lay on my lap,
My heart yearns for its closeness,
I hold your chin,
Kiss on your forehead,
Then on your nose,
Slowly as i see you smile,
I kiss your smile,
I could feel your cheeks blossoming…
Which makes me blush.
As you play with my hair,
I pull you closer to my belly,
As i hug you a little closer,
You pull me again and kiss my belly…
Butterflies tickling me all inside.
I could feel it deep within my soul.
I peck the smile on your lips,
Going deeper into you,
Like we are entangled into one soul…
Your fingers, dancing around my skin,
It’s like we are amalgamating into one…
I could feel the love,
In your eyes and every moment we explore each other…
It is a mystery, how you can love someone like me,
So deep, deeper than the depths known to any…
Every little thing you do and say, just makes me fall in love again and again…
All i know is i am madly in love with you…
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MyQuillthrill
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Craft me with you…

There is something missing in me,
When you are not with me,
You beside me, i feel like i have the essence of life..
The essencce, i never wanna be away from…
The way you hold me up closer,
The way you look into my eyes,
But i feel it deep within my soul,
The way we spend, nights and days,
Talking and playing around each other..
Emotions gushing in and around our souls,
The distance, that kills,
The moments we hate others company,
As all we wanna do is just grab each other,
Be wilder on each other,.
Making me go crazy like never..
When you are on my skin,
My body is like a firework,
Exploding in parts, that  i never explored,
Your smile, your voice,
Everything just entice me to the core…
I could fall in love again and again,
And i realize that ,  uncountable number of times, i could make love to you…
The way you devour me,
I  feel like  you are unshelfing me,
Breaking me and conoining me with a piece of you in every bit…
This is the way i wanna be crafted,
Me with you in everybit…
Like we were never meant to be apart..
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MyQuillThrill

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