Happy Mothers day

Everyday is a hassle…
Every tantrum is different,
Sometime i wonder, what on earth this is ,
Sometimes you are the most annoying part of me
Sometimes you are the kindness, i never knew resided in me..
You push me to the limits off and on…
Still hold me tight , letting me not fail,
Every inch of me, is exhausted and ready to fall in to deep slumber,
But then you arrive like a breeeze, drifting me,to somewhere i never knew,
You annoy me, you make me cry,
You create self doubt in me, making me wonder “am i doing right”
But then, you also let me forget, about the pain pf dissapointments,
Sometimes, you bring in a gush of proud feeling,
That last like a memeory ,
At times, its the whirlpool of tantrums,
That i wish i knew i could handle,
Making me realize, where you landed this attitude from…
Even though everyday is blend of mixed emotions,
You tolerate me, as i do, out of love…and unconditoonal love,
Which nothing can surpass…
Looking at you, i feel the bliss of being mom.
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Being Mommy
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Breathe..

A big gush of air,
Sometimes it is all. we need,
But again, at times,
Even when there is none to steal it from you,
You feel suffocated…
It is like drowning,
But no water around…
There are moments,
When even the air around,
Seems insufficient…
The  nostrils feel the caress of the air,
But then, it feels like it is just lingering around,
Nothing around that makes you feel that,
You are breathing…
But again,
You gather up, some strength,
Enough to inhale that tiny breath,
That lets you survive

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MyQuillThrill
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The teardrop that never fell out

Moments that hurt me deeply,
Cause a sheer pain deep within me,
Causing  a  tiny droplet to rise into  my eyes,
Drenching my eye,
Steadily moving toward the corner of my eye,
Encompassing the extent,
Just like the pain filling in my heart,
Causing my heart to break and shatter,
The droplet is ready to jump out,
But then,
Another gush of emotions run through me,
Clenching my fists,
Crushing my heart,
Convincing my soul,
That this is not the end,
Be strong,
Upheaving the hope,
I shut my eyes,
Causing my tears to sink into me deep,
It stays there, pushed down by hope and faith,
Of better days ahead,
And then it leaves my eyes dry and shallow,
Until the next moment arrives.

MyQuillThrill
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Little did she know….

Silence is golden,
Little did she realize that,
In every chaos around her,
She will choose silence over anything.
Little did she know,
Amidst everything that crossed her mind,
To speak out, she would remain silent.
Little did she know,
In all this loudness,
All she longs for is the silence of the night,
Little did she know,
It was hard to tame the tempest in her soul,
And tame it to be silent,
Little did she know,
She chose silence when she had so much to say
But tried to explain.
Little did she know,
That, some silence is better than spoken words,
Little did she know,
How much she adored the silence she attained,
From the rambling mind of hers.
Little did she know,
That silence is Golden.

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MyQuillThrill
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Kiss

Hold me,
Closer and tighter,
Like you never wanna lose me;
Run your hands,
All over me,
I am sure i will survive the highs and lows,
As your fingers paint the loveliest picture of your emotions,
I wanna just cup your face in my palms,
Kiss deep on your forehead,
Acknowledging the care you shower upon me,
Kiss on your eyes,
To acknowledge the way you make me feel, as you look at me,
Kiss on your nose,
To acknowledge the naughtiness you bring in every night,
Kiss on your lips,
To show how much i wanna be in you…
And how much i love you…
I know,
How much ever i wanna show it,
It is never enough,
I know how much i miss you,
Every time loneliness strikes me,
And when you are nowhere near me,
As i know,
All i need is you…
Forever.

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MyQuillThrill
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Iam all i need to be myself again

I am a fallout piece of who i meant i would  be,
I became the echo of the sound within me,
All i wanted to be is, lost in the cycle,
Of learning and unlearning..
I gathered the ashes ,
To craft a new me,
As i burned myself, in the ignition of my own thorughts,..
I gathered the bits and pieces of i was once ,
To fix various voids in me…
I felt the loss, and the gains,
I felt it over and over again;
But all i realised was,
I cannot unlearn the pain,
I can never stop fringing at the thought of it,
But i am what i have gathered from all these years,
Nothing lost, nothing found,
But its whole me,.ready to trigger and sustain,
Explosions of emotions , be it happiness or pain…
Here i am , penning every thoughts in clusters of emotions,
That remain unhandled, untouched and unseen by the world around me..
I become the sunshine,
Brightening my own inner dungeons,
I am the light i carry ahead,
Unhinged by emotions,
Iam all i need to be myself again.
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Sreepriya Menon
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Just one Soul

My heart pounds at your thoughts,
It’s longing for your presence,
Moments without you are as unbearable as,
Being locked in a box with a key thrown away,
It aches like it has never been in pain,
It aches again and again,
Holds the pain, as if the silence before the storm,
When i know, i cannot take it anymore,
I shut my eyes,
Breaking away from the silence of my mind,
Lashing out on to my soul,
With the thoughts, i imprisoned in my soul,
But then instead of too much pain,
All i feel is the mountain of love you have for me,
The way you caressed my skin,
Igniting every in-depth emotion,
Hidden and in slumber.
Your breath is like oxygen to my lungs,
You are the sand between my feet,
You are everything that holds me alive.
Every moment i take a breath,
All i know is,
I am alive to be in your arms,
To break away, in you…
Dissolving in you like we were one…
Just one soul.
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MyQuillThrill
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